ramblings 2

8/25/22

two blog entires in one month! woah! i'm actually typing this from my phone because i don't have the energy to open up my computer. if i Had to that would maks sure that my blogs a month counter would forever stay at 1.. or less. but i've actually been doing things lately so i have stuff to talk about!

Well. almost everything that's been happening lately has been various states of bad And Also all at once BUT one kind of good thing is that i started a new job! having money is cool. i absolutely Hate working customer service positions and i'm already having work anxiety and dread after 2 days of training. but! the security and dollars are needed in my life right now so i'm jus trying to tough it out until i either get disability. or find a wfm job.

to bide my time during slow moments of training and eventually my breaks, i downloaded picross to my phone! i saw the konami one recommended by des and i've really enjoyed it! i don't really care about the subject matter, and i find the background eye straining, but i'm really enjoying my time with it. the boss levels having a tiner WILL get grating eventually, but for semi-sparse play like i'm doing, it's alright for now.

i briefly spoke about picross in my last blog (i haven't picked murder by numbers back up yet btw, it's really kind of astounding how hot it makes my computer??) and now it comes back up.. i really do like it. despite actually being quite bad with numbers and math i love playing it!! its like an easier sudoku to me. i'd like to try picross games for franchises i'm more familiar with someday!! pretty pictures are pretty pictures, but being able to recognize them would make it extra special, i think.

one more game related thing.. earlier this month i began working on a vib-ribbon themed layout! i don't personally want to use it, but i had the idea and Needed to get it out. maybe i'll edit this later with pictures :) it's very simple, but i think it's fun!! i even sought out vib ribbon fonts to make it authentic.. or whatever.
i've never actually played vib-ribbon, although i wish i could!! i don't own a ps3 Or a ps1, and my computer is too sad and weak for any kind of emulator. i think it'd be fitting to call my interest in vib-ribbon a very short lived but repeated hyperfixation. i don't really think of it, but when i do, it turns into a week long thing. i've had the score screen as my ringtone previously and the tutorial song is STILL one of my most favorite sounds. i Will get stuck listening to it on repeat. i have a deep fondness for vibri too... my dorder

i think i'll end it here, i am So deeply drained and exhauated. see you next time space cowboys.... btw my birthday is in like 2 weeks teehee.

xoxo - jamie